Hello Eating Disorder, I Wasn’t Expecting to See You Here.

Relapse is a shitty word. Lapse, a lapse in judgment. A temporary failure. Relapse to me is a shitty monster that hides under the bed and grabs you ankles when you least expect is. Right when you think you're the safest. Relapses, whether they are from drug addictions, self injury, eating disorders, or other addictive and …

Anxious Need to Keep Eating, Binging, Self harm and Self

Have you ever had this experience? You're full, too full. Your stomach hurts, its uncomfortable to sit up straight.. you've probably eaten too much. Maybe it was salad, maybe it was vegan ice cream. Bottom line is, you should be done eating.. Boom! Suddenly you're hit with this dying need. I need more food. I need something sweet. …

Running

Running and I have a bad history.  Growing up with Mitral Valve Prolapse and dysautonomia made running feel like an impossible task. I would run for a second and my heart would start beating out of my chest, squeaking and squawking and missing beats. I felt like I was dying. Who wants to go out of …