Hello Eating Disorder, I Wasn’t Expecting to See You Here.

Relapse is a shitty word. Lapse, a lapse in judgment. A temporary failure. Relapse to me is a shitty monster that hides under the bed and grabs you ankles when you least expect is. Right when you think you're the safest. Relapses, whether they are from drug addictions, self injury, eating disorders, or other addictive and …

Anxious Need to Keep Eating, Binging, Self harm and Self

Have you ever had this experience? You're full, too full. Your stomach hurts, its uncomfortable to sit up straight.. you've probably eaten too much. Maybe it was salad, maybe it was vegan ice cream. Bottom line is, you should be done eating.. Boom! Suddenly you're hit with this dying need. I need more food. I need something sweet. …

Momentum

This morning I noticed that the leaves on my tree have finally started to change. Its almost as if it happened overnight, though I'm sure its been gradual and Maybe I've just failed to notice. Either way, Fall is here! =) I've been struggling with the idea of keeping momentum. I have these incredible spurts, …